Sunday, 18 October 2015

Cali Baby!

I found this neat little place last night, beautiful place to just sit and relax. And perfect for sitting by a fire and warming up. So I'm sitting by the fire, watching the waves roll in and i spot something that guarantees to make me giggle, something that when I'm inside I'm 100% fine but then get outside, into the breeze and bang - i feel like I've been doing neat shots lol.
Hello Malibu!
My favourite of all time. I was real young when i had my first taste, think that's why i feel immune to it until i get outside. Anyway, whilst i warmed up and kept watch over the bottles a passer by sat down by the fire too. We had a brief conversation about the area and apparently you can surf here! Makes sense. So today, I'm going to brave the waters and I'm going to introduce my face to the waves lol. I don't care though, i love the water. Love being around it, its so calming and has the ability to make you feel so many different emotions.
I will definitely be visiting again - to keep an eye on that bottle! lol and if i make friends with the surf board i may come back for that too.

Saturday, 17 October 2015

Without even knowing?

Is it really true that the kind of music you listen to can give someone an insight into how you feel, or whats going on inside even if you yourself don't just think its good music?
I put this little theory to the test with a very very old friend of mine. Miss T! Where you been girl?? Lol Its great to see you back online, I'm still not into chicks though, hate to break it to you - again! :p

So, i gave my current playlist to Tianna, see if she could shed some light on whats going on in my own little world. I gave her

Sia - Chandelier
David Guetta ft Skylar Grey - Rise
R. City - Take you down
Charlie Puth ft Meghan Trainor - Marvin Gaye
R. City ft Chloe Angelides - Make up
Bad Meets Evil ft Bruno Mars - Lighters
Little Mix - Hair
Skylar Grey - Coming Home pt2
Zedd ft Hayley Williams - Stay the night
Charlie Puth - One call away
Lil Wayne ft Charlie Puth - Nothing but trouble
R. City ft Adam Levine - Locked away
Little Mix - Black Magic
Eminem ft Lil Wayne - No love

And from that she got absolutely nothing! Other than i am completely random when it comes to music lol. 3 hours later she left me a lovely i.m telling me that I'm over a dick, got it bad for someone, still fighting and 100% obsessed with sex.
How much of that is true? Ummmm next question lol
The little girl in Sia's video, Maddie Ziegler she is insane. To have that ability to dance like that at 11 years old and to have the amount of expression and feeling come through is unbelievable. You should see Sia's Big girls cry video. Shes amazingly talented.

Thursday, 15 October 2015

Just the way you are

Oh his eyes, his eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
His hair, his hair
Falls perfectly without him trying
Hes so beautiful
And i love him in every way

I know, i know
When i complement him he wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think he don't see what i see
And every time he asks me if I'm ok
I say

When i see your face
There's not a thing that i would change
Boy your amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Boy your amazing
Just the way you are

His lips, his lips
I could kiss all day if he would let me
His laugh, his laugh
He hides but i think its so sexy
Hes so beautiful
I should tell him everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfects what your searching for
Then just stay the same
Don't even bother asking if I'll stay
You know I'll say

When i see your face
There's not a thing that i would change
Boy your amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Boy your amazing
Just the way you are

YES i know i changed some of the words lol, sometimes find myself singing along and this happens. Most memorable time i did that was in high school, had a talent show and me and my best friend did Britney Spears - Born to make you happy. Except we changed it to *me* happy lol. Went something like....
You don't know how to live without my love, you were born to make me happy...
Why am i remembering all this crazy stuff lol wtf!

Saturday, 10 October 2015


Not the sweetie kind, the rapper kind. I know if it's been a bad day his music will make me feel better. Strange huh, someone that constantly swears and talks shit as most would say, makes me feel better lol. Think his story is what makes the difference, the crap he's been through from childhood and he still made a success of his life. By far Recovery is my fave album, it's his 'realest' work. Could listen to it on repeat all day. Have listened to it to go to sleep too lol.

If i could put one of his tracks to my thoughts and feelings right now it would be No Love. It say's it all really. He's a lyrical genius, won't be another like him for a very long time. It's funny how you can tell what his album is going to be like just by looking at how he looks - bleached hair = piss taking funny shit - brown hair = real talk. Either way, he's one hell of a talented guy.

Friday, 9 October 2015

X marks the spot

So after a mad 24+ hours and police statements I have just this 1 thing to get off my chest because god knows I'm damn sick of crying over worthless people.

Exes are exes for a reason, once they become an ex they should stay an ex. No exceptions. Ever. The lies they spin to get what they want and when they do, oh wait, actually they don't want that! I have never played games with anyone, here or RL, I have never said something knowing that it would break someone when the truth came out. I have never told anyone something to get my own way and then used a weakness of theirs against them and as justification for shitty behaviour. I thought SL was a place for adults. Apparently not.
And people seriously wonder why I have no-one around me? Look what happens. People that supposedly care about me fuck me over time and time again. I don't need anyone to feel bad for me and I certainly don't need your fucking pity.
Grow the fuck up and stop playing with peoples lives

This time I am sticking to what I said before, once your gone your gone

Thursday, 8 October 2015

"I'm only one call away, I'll be there to save the day, superman got nothin' on me, I'm only one call away - Call me baby if you need a friend, I just want to give you love come on come on come on, reaching out to you so take a chance, no matter where you go, you know your not alone"

Everything this guy touches turns to gold he's super talented, 100% adorable and everything he sings is believable. Probably the only artist i can listen to and eye's filling up is almost a guarantee every time. His smile maaaaan! He's so cute.
So you know when your talking with someone, and the conversations goes in the direction of "there's not a single thing you could tell me that would make me think any different", yea, you know what I mean, we've all been there lol. Well, I may be about to put that to the test. I'm not sure if that's a good idea, or a bad idea, but, if I do it, I will know by the end of it lol.
It's weird because it's not very often I feel like I could tell everything, and I mean everything, from right back when I was knee high to a grass hopper - still kinda am but good things come in small packages! I'm pretty sure that views would change if everything was laid bare but I'm finding it hard to fight the urge to put it to the test. Of course, it could and more than likely would be disastrous, why are women so self destructive?!
Or is it just me? Surely it can't just be me.
Oh boy, so I'm listening to my playlist whilst writing this and bam, Faith Hill - There you'll be comes on. Cue the tears. This was part of my music practical for GCSE. I played this and sang it, I was so ill, could hardly talk let alone sing lol Killed me to do it. Literally, 2 weeks I couldn't talk for. I got a B overall for music, one of the teachers lost part of my coursework so I missed out on an A. Pissed was not the word. I love the film too. Cry like a baby watching that. Ben Affleck actually did good!
I should stop listening to music that makes me want to cry - not good! Lol

Thursday, 1 October 2015

Some kind of magic

Holy crap! I'm a miracle worker, seriously. Don't believe me? I'll prove it....

I'm dancing on water! Lol see, I told you :p
Technically it's true, but more like a boredom buster than miracle.
This is what happens when I'm bored and left to my own devices. Last time, i got stuck inside a tv so i got off pretty lightly this time round. What can I do next?

Oooh! I know what I'm going to do, I'm going to start making plans for halloween. Last time I dressed up for halloween I was a broken wind up doll and the time before that, way back in my very first avi I think i was a slightly demented Alice running around Wonderland with a pretty kitchen knife covered in the red stuff. Got away with murder that time! R.I.P Shiny, I love you still! I didn't mean to stab her. Kind of lol.

When I worked RMA we had these awesome face tattoos that were creepy as fuck, can't remember who
made them though.
Now I can either go raid my old avi's invy (that in itself is scary) or i can search through the listings on marketplace, never know might find something cool, or not.  Might just have to go with the good old witch get up. Talking about witches, I could seriously do with some of Little mixes Black Magic lol.
Love those girls, backed them all the way through x-factor <3